I shouldn't have talked about you last night.
Or, rather, this morning. Augh! Whatever la.
I went to bed thinking about you.
Which is very angering and depressing.
Result, I didn't get that much sleep.
And I think I had nightmares.
But I can't remember what they were about.
I deleted everything about you. Everything that reminds me of you.
Yet, I cannot delete you from my mind.
Which pisses me off.
Really bha. You really didn't know how much I value your presence in my life?!
I thought I was ok already.
But just one thing, one small thing that reminds me of you can make me depressed again.
yesh. yesh. I denied it so many times when we were still friends, no?
But the truth is the opposite.
It was the opposite.
Funny how a mere boy can make me mourn so much.
Jerk.
>:(
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