Xmas Joy, New Year Pain

I'm thinking about him again.

Get a grip! Forget about it. Stop hoping. Start living.

Christmas was pretty enjoyable this year. I get to bond with some of my family members whom I never talked to before. Wahahaha!

Anyway, we took a family photo. And I finally noticed how handsome  most of my cousins are.

But they are my cousins....

Why am I even thinking about this??

New year is right around the corner. And as usual, I feel sad to leave this year behind.

But it has to happen. So...apa boleh buat la?

=)

Can I change my address? It seems pretty ridiculous now that I look at it.

Hm...

Realisation

I notice that my past posts had been about me, emo. 

Eugh! Since when did I get so "jiwang"??

I cannot stand this!

I don't want those who read my blog be sad because of what I wrote.

And I cannot help but feel pathetic with myself for having those thoughts to begin with. =.="

It is the day before christmas eve. 23 of December 2009.

 From now onwards, I will turn over a new leaf(more like, revert to my old, cheerful self. But it's almost the same, ain't it?)

On this post, I vow to;

-forget all the things that make me sad

-focus on things that will make me happy

-slap myself everytime I feel unhappy

-focus on myself(future career, personality, etc.)

-become who I want to be, for me, and not anyone else

and the most important thing of all, stop being such an emo!

there, i finally wrote it down. XD

WTH??!

Okay. My emotional state is a mess right now.

Why do I have to feel so many emotions at one time?

It's like, rojak buah!
If I'm not thinking about something(or someone), I'll be thinking about another thing(or another person).

Jeez! Can't I just stop thinking for just an hour? 

I just feel so depressed right now.
Boo hoo. =(

This is another thought that crossed my mind.  

Why can't he forgive me?? Seriously, when he merajuk, it is worse than a girl!

I don't even know whether he still considers me his bff. 

Damm, I feel like I was thrown away. A garbage

worthy of only disposal.

Some one please help me. Before I go mad with grief.

>:o 

Bummer

I don't like being a teenager. I don't like this process of growing up.

It is full of pain, expectations and false hopes.

Wish I never knew that person. Wish I had never fallen for that person. 

It is too painful. 

Caught in a bad romance.....

The day I forget about this feeling would be the happiest day of my life. 

Whatcammacallit

Hmmm.....I'm supposed to post this yesterday. When it HaPpeNneD.

Too bad, so sad. I was lazy. So I didn't. Bluek!

Anyway, yesterday went jogging at Tun Fuad. Nearing the waterworld, I saw.....a SQUIRREL!!

AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHH! How cuuuteeee~

That's how I reacted. On the inside.

On the outside, I boggled my eyes and made some funny, weird sounds. Luckily, no one was around, except for my sister...

I didn't take picture of it, because, well, I didn't bring my phone. =(

Haircut!

Yep, that's right. I just got a haircut for the first time, since May this year. Or was it March?

Hmm....i can't remember.
Anyway, my hair is no longer long(hmm..that doesn't sound right).
XD

Hobbycon

HOBBYCON fun

Went to Hobbycon. I know. I know. Its been three days since its over.

I was too engrossed in this new MMORPG, to bother updating my blog. Gehehehe! xD
I spent 2 days at citymall. Too bad I didn't walk around the booths. I was just sitting near the stage on both days.
Oh well, Abraham said the booths' goods were expensive anyway.
Owh yeah, and my lil' sis and her two friends danced to the crowds. Actually, that was why I had to go to citymall for the hobbycon thing.

They danced to Big Bang's "Gara Gara Go".

And I watched a magic show, live, for the first time in my life! How exciting is that?
They were so funny, the magicians, I mean. Too bad I didn't record their show.

The champ cospplayer. She's soo pretty...!

My fav cosplayer. Unfortunately, he didn't win.

He made the costume by himself!

Another fav of mine. He got 3rd place. No wonder there...

But I don't know which anime/game he is cosplaying from. :(

The funny magicians. xD

Another magic show on the second day of hobbycon. Isn't that Carmen?? xD

Gyaahahahaha! I only took this pic cuz there's a certain someone....

that I want to take pic of. xP

Ooh! The MC for the Gothic Lolita Punk(GLP) competition. She's got black wings!

The participants of the GLP competition.

3 of my fav outfits. Hehe. The girl in white won 1st place.

The girl in black, with pink and white ribbons, and funky shades won 3rd....or was it 2nd? I've forgotten...
Oh, and the one carrying the doll also got placing in the top three. But like I said, I've forgotten...
Too bad, you can't see her face from this angle. The speaker is blocking. =(

Nyaaaahhhhhh~Tomorrow is the last paper. Last time going to school. Last time going as a student to school. Last time meeting friends at school. Last time..........T.T (I'm beginning to tear up).
I thought I would be looking forward to this day. Turns out, I'm not.
Bwaaaaaahuhuhuhuhuhuhu~

MALAAAASS!!

I won't be maintaining this blog 4 a while. Sorry. Buhbye.

The funniest thing happened today.

Me, my adik and our mum went to citymall today. There was this salesman who was "conducting a survey" who kept bothering my mum with his questions.

He was still asking questions when my adik suddenly interupts, "Excuse me, but you look like Minho from SHINee." 

Lol! He stopped immediately.

"Do you know SHINee?" That was my adik asking.

"No, I don't know SHINee...."

My adik just laughed, I smiled, and we took that opportunity to escape from him. Wahahahaha!

He forgot about the survey.....and we got away succesfully! XD

Nyaaaaah~ too lazy to do anything else. And I'm DEFINITELY not studying.

Lol, I just realised that I have NO IDEA what to do on my blog.

 Also, I have NO IDEA how to add friends, links or whatever it is that you do on blogs.

I feel like a computer illiterate right now....

Come on, people! Tell me. WHAT DO YOU DO on your blogs? Besides treating it like an online, public diary.

Hmmm.......what are blogs for anyway?

FIRST POST!

Jeez...I cannot believe this. I've finally succumb to the world of blogging. Hahaha. Never thought this day would come.

Ok. I really, REALLY want to rant out my feelings right now. But i figured that that wouldn't be a decent way to start my posts. I mean, I don't want to seem sooo....uh, what's the word? AH! So full of myself. Hahaha.

I'll admit it to the world! I'M WEIRD!!

So what??
Got a problem with that??