Good girl gone bad. Like, oh yeah! ahahahah~

I........have changed.

To my parents, for the worst.

To other people, less naive.

To me, new world.

Ahahahaha.

Yeah. Aunty Nana was right. I am a baby still.

There's so many things that I didn't know, that I now know.

All thanks to my office. (Or ex-office, ahaha)

I wish I'm not so naive.

But I also wish that I don't know some things.

yea...haiyah.

I wonder if that person read this blog oh. Do you?

but then again, there's no way to tell which of you i'm directing this to.

Hahahhaa.

I hate you.

I hate the fact that I'm attracted to you.

I hate the fact that you remind me so much of the one person who utterly shattered my confidence.

And I also hate the fact that you....are the one who made me feel better when I'm angry about the person you remind me of.

confusing kan? hahaha.

I don't want to feel this way.

Not at all.

I hope this is just a temporary thing.

I don't want it to last.

For I know, I'll only get my heart broken once again.

 OK. Enough about that.

Let's talk more about me~

bwahahaha. I sound so vain.

So.....for two nights in a row, I went out at night.

HAHAHA. HEY JERK! Remember I used to say I cannot go out at night?!

Now I can ordy looo!

Just not with you!

Bwahahahahahahahhahahahaha~

Yea. The first night, which was Friday night, we went karaoke at Cempaka Square.

hahaha, my first time karaoke-ing with 'friends'.

what i meant was, no family members.

Some of the guys brought whisky. Yerr....kamurang ahh....betul2 la.

 Kong! Kau pun satu!

Buduh. Sudah la underage. I know la bha you terer drinking.

But you still got drunk oso that.

Baru jam 11 camtu, sdh ko drunk?

Cepat juga. 

-.-

And then today. Actually, yesterday. Since it's past twelve.

Went to Shamrock at waterfront.

hmm...it's a bar.

And it's full of foreigners. WHY??

hahahha.

Then....we saw Gwen...!!

WAH!

Aiyoh. I'm so lazy to tell what happened next. I can barely remember anymore.

haiih.