I just feel so lost nowadays. Just floating around, not really focusing on the moment.
I tried to think about other things so hard, until I begin to have nightmares as my dreams.
Last night wasn't the first nightmare attack. It was just one of many.
I am afraid to go to sleep. But I am also afraid to be awake.
So, so many things in my head.
So many insecurities haunting me.
I tried being strong, being busy, just being anything but blank.
Now I realized that all I'd been doing was just running away.
But what else can I do?
How do I face myself?
It's not written in any books, not included in any subjects. So tell me, someone.
How do I face myself?
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