Take me away.

Someone please take me away.
All I wanted was a place I belong. That's all I ever wanted.
That was why I fought so hard to stay by his side. By all their sides. I thought I belonged there.

All I wanted was a place to return when I am weary. A place where I can smile and laugh freely. A place to rest. A place to be myself, and knowing that I am wanted in that place.

Why is that place so hard to find? Even my own home has become some place strange to me. I feel like a temporary visitor in my own house.

What am I doing here? I don't belong here.
I don't even know my own dad anymore. My sister? Lagilah jauh.

Disconnected. Tut tut tut.